I want to paint with a paintball gun sometime.

[evrebudesfree]

I got a car.
I lost my job.

I am in the process of reorganizing my life.
I think I secretly desperately want to be an entrepreneur. 
Not the hugely successful kind.
I want to be the kind that makes a decent living doing something that I not only enjoy, but also feels worth doing all the time.
Does that make sense?
Just a subtle impact on something I care about, that's all I need.
Only I care about so many things... it ultimately results in indecisiveness and chaotic spurts of passion and ideas.