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i still haven't told my mom about my sister's journal. i haven't backed up her journal or done any projects with the writing. i still feel protective of her, but also of my mom. she worries so much about being a bad mom and i'm sure there are teenage whinings in the journal. i don't know that she'd be able to see things in that context and not just be really upset by reading "OMG MY MOM IS SUCH A JERK" in black and white. or black and pink. or whatever the color scheme is.
i guess i am just that lazy and a jerk and whatever else that i a. haven't done anything with her writing yet and b. haven't done my own writing about her. for some reason i find the idea of being called or moved to do something pretty compelling, and i just don't have that (yet). just feeling so distant. it really is amazing what people just fuckin deal with.
i guess i am just that lazy and a jerk and whatever else that i a. haven't done anything with her writing yet and b. haven't done my own writing about her. for some reason i find the idea of being called or moved to do something pretty compelling, and i just don't have that (yet). just feeling so distant. it really is amazing what people just fuckin deal with.