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this whole 25 thing is really wearing on me. i need to get. shit. done. i need to start writing. not worry about grad school, but just fucking do it. need to do more to honor my sister and that's one place to start. my passport does say "writer" is my occupation after all, haha. god, ten years ago i was in high school, ten years, that seems like such a long time, but it is and it isn't. i'm so absurdly thankful that i started kindergarten "early," i feel like i have a little extra time, but i should still get my ass in gear. i can rationalize how 25 isn't so old all i want, but i should be getting my life together and i WANT to be doing that. i sort of want to reach out to people but i'm also sorta quiet. i dunno. this is a ridiculously lame update, sorry.