Oct 17, 2003 00:00
On thursday during our religion class, we had a guided meitation. I was ok with the idea and kinda liked the time where i could think to myself. Strange thing happened. We were told to imagine us walking down 10 stairs. At the top, i was with tim. He looks sad and depressed. I then walked down the stairs and was to stand in the presence of God. While i was standing with Him, i gave my worries over about brad and tim to Him.
We then were told to walk back up the stairs. I was looking up at tim from the bottom. When i got to the 8th and 9th steep, i was smiling and was about to cry. It was the moment that i felt closest to tim. He looked so happy and peaceful. I got up the to 10th step, i stood next to him and was soo happy.
I dont understand why this would happen. Im still a little lost about everything and what i am supposed to do. I dont know who is my friend and who is my foe...