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haha! i don't know why i came here. but i did. i'm not good at maintaining numerous blogs. od, eljay, xanga and wordpress have been left empty for very long already. i'm still very much into blogger because it's user friendly to me.
i'm still very much the same person i am. hope so much to change, i wonder how. sometimes i just wish i could forget all the pain, erase nightmares and scars. sometimes i wish i was less sensitive to how i'm feeling. don't know.
is there ever such a thing called mutual? mutual trust? mutual friendship? will anyone confide in me and let me confide in them? will anyone trust me like i trust them? doubt so. don't bother trusting i guess. some people backstab, when you least likely think they would. blahhhh
i'm still very much the same person i am. hope so much to change, i wonder how. sometimes i just wish i could forget all the pain, erase nightmares and scars. sometimes i wish i was less sensitive to how i'm feeling. don't know.
is there ever such a thing called mutual? mutual trust? mutual friendship? will anyone confide in me and let me confide in them? will anyone trust me like i trust them? doubt so. don't bother trusting i guess. some people backstab, when you least likely think they would. blahhhh