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In the middle of the everything
In the mist of it all
I take the time to smile for you
I take the time to fall
The plastic nothingness i won't pretend
your time has now ran out
You can fill me up with diligence
but you can't touch me with doubt
Maybe you do know
And your smarter than I
perhaps i know the truth
and just decide the lie
Honestly i couldn't care less
at least not anymore
You don't want me to love you
With this sew on heart you tore
the needle sticks in way too far
This piece of stone can't be repaired
I would of given anything
To know before you cared
Now i cry in innocence
Really, you mean a lot to me
But I can't hold on to a broken promise
I can't play make-believe
I'm just writing .... Don't pay attention to it
Does it make you sick yet ?
How i stand by his side ?
Your right, of course
I only wanted to take you for a ride
You don't know shyt about me
Not like i know you
You bring me to tears with your ignorance
i loved, you too
Does it make you painful yet ?
How i chose him all along
The only thing on my mind now and on
When you thought he was gone ?
Does it make you hurt ?
How i confessed i fuckin cared
I bet it doesn't, not for you
You were never fuckin there
... blahhh ......
Okay soooo i miss him ... I'm sick and I'm frustrated. They don't know whats wrong and it keeps coming back and now its gotten worse but they don't know why or how. Its just Mono, but no, i had to be blessed with a severe, rare case of it so that for several weeks at random i can't be with the one fuckin person who can bring me to smile. Ughh .... just ... don't mind me I'm a little upset. All doctors can fuckin die because you don't fuckin know what your fuckin talkin about !! And better yet leave it to the fuckin interns ? Eh well they showed you up, anyways ..l.. fuckin idiots.
In the mist of it all
I take the time to smile for you
I take the time to fall
The plastic nothingness i won't pretend
your time has now ran out
You can fill me up with diligence
but you can't touch me with doubt
Maybe you do know
And your smarter than I
perhaps i know the truth
and just decide the lie
Honestly i couldn't care less
at least not anymore
You don't want me to love you
With this sew on heart you tore
the needle sticks in way too far
This piece of stone can't be repaired
I would of given anything
To know before you cared
Now i cry in innocence
Really, you mean a lot to me
But I can't hold on to a broken promise
I can't play make-believe
I'm just writing .... Don't pay attention to it
Does it make you sick yet ?
How i stand by his side ?
Your right, of course
I only wanted to take you for a ride
You don't know shyt about me
Not like i know you
You bring me to tears with your ignorance
i loved, you too
Does it make you painful yet ?
How i chose him all along
The only thing on my mind now and on
When you thought he was gone ?
Does it make you hurt ?
How i confessed i fuckin cared
I bet it doesn't, not for you
You were never fuckin there
... blahhh ......
Okay soooo i miss him ... I'm sick and I'm frustrated. They don't know whats wrong and it keeps coming back and now its gotten worse but they don't know why or how. Its just Mono, but no, i had to be blessed with a severe, rare case of it so that for several weeks at random i can't be with the one fuckin person who can bring me to smile. Ughh .... just ... don't mind me I'm a little upset. All doctors can fuckin die because you don't fuckin know what your fuckin talkin about !! And better yet leave it to the fuckin interns ? Eh well they showed you up, anyways ..l.. fuckin idiots.