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Wow ...
Have'nt been around much. Not mentally, not physically, not emotionally even. Sorry guys.
Lifes been up the drain pipe i guess. No more me and Anthony, thats my fault. Sorry. I will always love him, but no one is perfect. Life has trials and they will be tried true. In fact thats how my whole life is right now. I recently found out that a single person could replace someone's whole life and everyone in it. Thats some powerful shit right there. Of course i guess i already knew that, just could'nt believe it until it happened to me. I never really lost her, her own words. But hey there is a first for everything. And of course, everything has a reason.
Okay, on to the stuff you want to hear so later you have something to bitch to me about. I've given up on guys, and girls for that matter. I fly alone - with only few to carry on my wings. I find its easier that way. I love Mikey, its true. He is one of the best friends a girl or anyone could ask for. Hes incredible, he listens, he understands, and he does'nt question me ( even if i am a girl, lol IJ ). Brendan - you've been great. Thanks for standing by me babe. For everything/everyone else. Well you know i love you, always will. Take it for granted and move on.
Ellen i love you. Girl you mean more to me than ever right now. You are the truth, and you've revealed yourself to me. If only i was'nt so blind before, but i suppose thats because of your brilliant glow.
I'm transferring schools - bet you were waiting for that one. Now your expecting an explanation, right ? Sometimes in life you don't always get answers, deal with it. Smile, nod, and reassure yourself i'm happy. I don't need to cry everytime i enter a building of empty souls existing off the sick drama of our young lives. Call me a child if thats what makes you feel better.
Other than that, for the sake of not knowing who reads this, and for not trusting the whole world anymore, this shall conclude my session of open house and heartache. Love ya much.
~*)()(Evolence)()(*~
Have'nt been around much. Not mentally, not physically, not emotionally even. Sorry guys.
Lifes been up the drain pipe i guess. No more me and Anthony, thats my fault. Sorry. I will always love him, but no one is perfect. Life has trials and they will be tried true. In fact thats how my whole life is right now. I recently found out that a single person could replace someone's whole life and everyone in it. Thats some powerful shit right there. Of course i guess i already knew that, just could'nt believe it until it happened to me. I never really lost her, her own words. But hey there is a first for everything. And of course, everything has a reason.
Okay, on to the stuff you want to hear so later you have something to bitch to me about. I've given up on guys, and girls for that matter. I fly alone - with only few to carry on my wings. I find its easier that way. I love Mikey, its true. He is one of the best friends a girl or anyone could ask for. Hes incredible, he listens, he understands, and he does'nt question me ( even if i am a girl, lol IJ ). Brendan - you've been great. Thanks for standing by me babe. For everything/everyone else. Well you know i love you, always will. Take it for granted and move on.
Ellen i love you. Girl you mean more to me than ever right now. You are the truth, and you've revealed yourself to me. If only i was'nt so blind before, but i suppose thats because of your brilliant glow.
I'm transferring schools - bet you were waiting for that one. Now your expecting an explanation, right ? Sometimes in life you don't always get answers, deal with it. Smile, nod, and reassure yourself i'm happy. I don't need to cry everytime i enter a building of empty souls existing off the sick drama of our young lives. Call me a child if thats what makes you feel better.
Other than that, for the sake of not knowing who reads this, and for not trusting the whole world anymore, this shall conclude my session of open house and heartache. Love ya much.
~*)()(Evolence)()(*~