Dear Danielle, I'm really worried about you. You probably don't remember me cuz I'm a faint memory of your past. we used to be friends, we kinda had our own little circle, you me and Brendan that is. I used to take care of you guys. Or at least I tried. But then one day you slipped through our arms and left us. we haven't seen each other or really talked since. But maybe one day when your at home alone sitting on your bed trying to remember about your past, you may come across a single memory of me. But whether you remember me or not I am worried sick about you. Everything you write every time I hear about you, you don't seem to be doing very well always sad and depressed. I want my Daniellie back....the one I remember always smiling, happy, loving her annoying little brother and sister. I know being here didn't mean you didn't have problems too...I know you did but you seem safer here then there. You seem to be handling your problems much much differently now then before and its not having a positive impact on you. I'm not trying to lecture you and I apologize if it appears that way. I'm just saying....I'm really worried about you and it makes me cry every time I read your writing. It has so much power, anger, sadness, energy, and meaning. Most of which I could never express or probably even understand. But please take care of yourself, I miss you dearly and I never want to see you get hurt. I'm always here if you need me, and always have been. Love always, a past memory
I understand, Squirt, that you love me and are worried about me. I thank you for that, that i have someone who cares enough to worry, but really, i'm doing okay. Well, i'm not going to lie, i am pretty down, hurt ... Ant broke up with me, but i'm no worse than i was at Sabis. This place is safe, the whole town is close and i know practically everyone like i did there. No one would hurt me, i won't hurt me ... it's gonna be okay. Sure i explore a little more, but that's from growing up, not. I love you and i miss you and i'm sorry. Maybe we can hang soon with Brendan ( i loveses him too ) and have some fun, like we used to. Much love my dear <3
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