its hard to say what it is i see in you

[evoldanny]

its like an avalanche. one strong word, one small movement, one simple gesture could have started it. the little things. and now i see myself falling, head first, tumbling around, gaining speed. i can see it happening. ive seen it since the first snowflake fell so gently down. until one day ill finally, abruptly, hit the bottom, when he decides to leave... ill find myself covered in ice and snow, with no sense of anything and ill have to spit through my busted and tired (from screaming) mouth just to find out which way is up, hoping ill be able to find air before i either freeze or suffocate to death.

and he watches from the peak, expressionless. how?

HOW DO YOU STOP YOURSELF FROM FALLING IN LOVE?!?!

....how do you stop an avalanche?