just lay entwined here
so i havent written in this thing is FOREVER. but thats ok. life is pretty good right now. there have been ups and downs but as long as i dont go crazy then there are really only ups. it is amazing how in control of your own life you really are, even if you dont realize it. i like that. and if i lose my control every once in awhile and pull some crazy girl stunt, it is usually alright as long as i realize i was just pulling some girl stunt and can go back and fix it. thats only happened a couple of times recently, but it wasnt too bad.
i thought this was a neat thing.
and then we did tylers. his was hysterical.
wow, that made me laugh forever. he is destined to be toast. we laughed at that for quite some time. i dont think ive laughed that hard in awhile actually. good times good times.
so i apparently have OU football student season tickets. i dont go to OU. i bought them last semester when i did go to OU, but i figured they wouldnt let me pick them up cause im not a student anymore. and then they charged me for them on my non-student bursar bill. and i went today to try to get mine and they gave it to me, no problem. so now i have season tickets and that kicks so much ass. now when i am not working i can actually go to a game if i want. but the only game i really wanna go to is OU/Colorado, which is an away game. oh well. i still have the option.
i have been partying a lot more lately than i normally do. it has been kinda fun. i forgot what fun parties are like, and i have been to a few recently. my party was fun. gregs party was fun last friday. everyone took off their shirts. then mine was taken off for me. it was interesting. but today sascha told me that i was asking greg if i was the cutest girl at the party on friday. i totally dont remember that. but if i was it was prolly to make Liz jealous, not that i actually thought i was the cutest girl there. so other girls there, dont think i think i am cuter than you!! hehe. sorry.
parties are fun when you know people. i dont like parties where you have to meet people. but the group of people that i have been partying with lately has been a lot of fun. i have a lot of fun with them all the time. so things are good there i guess. i dont really have a lot of close friends, but i have people that i can go hang out with on occasion. and i think that in college and later in life that is how friends work anyway. you have a few close friends that you can hang out with everyday, and then lots of other people that you can see on occasion. or stop by and say hi to.
and i like being by myself a lot lately. i enjoy sitting at home and reading a book, just calming down for awhile. or playing poker and winning lots of money. i won about sixty dollars today. it was nice. i only play way low-limit games so sixty dollars is pretty good i think. it will pay my tuition bill next month. and i will still have money left over to gamble with. i payed my tuition bill this month with the money i cashed out last week. so maybe i can pay for all of my tuition with poker money. that would rule.
im doing well in school right now too. i have been studying a lot and have done really well on every assignment so far. i enjoy taking internet classes and being able to work at my own pace. being able to read something and turn in the work at 5 am if i so choose (which is when i am usually awake). not having to GO to class helps me out a lot.
so greg and i let napoleon go today. we took him to the duck pond and tried desperately to get him to play with the other ducks. but he would only relax if he could see us and we were close. then he would get in the water a little bit, but if we moved at all then he would start whining and run after us. it was really cute, but really sad. i didnt want to leave him there. i hope he will be alright. he is old enough to be alright on his own. but i dont want him to be depressed that i just left him there. he loved me, and i loved him. but he is gone and all i have are the adorable pictures that i took all the time. i think im gonna frame one. and keep it forever. cause i loved my duck.
farewell napoleon.
i thought this was a neat thing.
and then we did tylers. his was hysterical.
wow, that made me laugh forever. he is destined to be toast. we laughed at that for quite some time. i dont think ive laughed that hard in awhile actually. good times good times.
so i apparently have OU football student season tickets. i dont go to OU. i bought them last semester when i did go to OU, but i figured they wouldnt let me pick them up cause im not a student anymore. and then they charged me for them on my non-student bursar bill. and i went today to try to get mine and they gave it to me, no problem. so now i have season tickets and that kicks so much ass. now when i am not working i can actually go to a game if i want. but the only game i really wanna go to is OU/Colorado, which is an away game. oh well. i still have the option.
i have been partying a lot more lately than i normally do. it has been kinda fun. i forgot what fun parties are like, and i have been to a few recently. my party was fun. gregs party was fun last friday. everyone took off their shirts. then mine was taken off for me. it was interesting. but today sascha told me that i was asking greg if i was the cutest girl at the party on friday. i totally dont remember that. but if i was it was prolly to make Liz jealous, not that i actually thought i was the cutest girl there. so other girls there, dont think i think i am cuter than you!! hehe. sorry.
parties are fun when you know people. i dont like parties where you have to meet people. but the group of people that i have been partying with lately has been a lot of fun. i have a lot of fun with them all the time. so things are good there i guess. i dont really have a lot of close friends, but i have people that i can go hang out with on occasion. and i think that in college and later in life that is how friends work anyway. you have a few close friends that you can hang out with everyday, and then lots of other people that you can see on occasion. or stop by and say hi to.
and i like being by myself a lot lately. i enjoy sitting at home and reading a book, just calming down for awhile. or playing poker and winning lots of money. i won about sixty dollars today. it was nice. i only play way low-limit games so sixty dollars is pretty good i think. it will pay my tuition bill next month. and i will still have money left over to gamble with. i payed my tuition bill this month with the money i cashed out last week. so maybe i can pay for all of my tuition with poker money. that would rule.
im doing well in school right now too. i have been studying a lot and have done really well on every assignment so far. i enjoy taking internet classes and being able to work at my own pace. being able to read something and turn in the work at 5 am if i so choose (which is when i am usually awake). not having to GO to class helps me out a lot.
so greg and i let napoleon go today. we took him to the duck pond and tried desperately to get him to play with the other ducks. but he would only relax if he could see us and we were close. then he would get in the water a little bit, but if we moved at all then he would start whining and run after us. it was really cute, but really sad. i didnt want to leave him there. i hope he will be alright. he is old enough to be alright on his own. but i dont want him to be depressed that i just left him there. he loved me, and i loved him. but he is gone and all i have are the adorable pictures that i took all the time. i think im gonna frame one. and keep it forever. cause i loved my duck.
farewell napoleon.