down the yellow brick road..
Nathan will be 8 weeks tomorrow. It makes me think back over 3 years ago when i found out i was pregnant with the twins from Alex and how different things were. I was living on my own, taking care of my baby cousins who's mom was dying of cancer. Putting myself through college and still taking care of my dad. And Alex wasn't near done school, or even near stable. I still think i made the best choice, but once in awhile i still feel like i miss them and wonder how it would of been. They would be over two yrs old now. Yet i know i still wouldn't change a thing, if i had done anything differently i wouldn't have finnished school, have such an awsome job. Met Jaye, the love of my life or have my amazing son. Maybe that sounds selfish, but i wanted the best for them just like i do for Nathan. And at that time i couldn't offer them that. How time changes things...