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i never thought my life could have so much fucking drama. you guys know me im hardly EVER sad or depressed but for some reason im majorly depressed, you wont see it in me by hanging out or talking, so dont even bother. only 1 person knows what its about. why do you alwasy make me feel guilty? you break my heart and make me feel guilty about it....... how do i deserve that? maybe it was because i couldnt do what i shouldve done because i knew i couldnt tell you how i really felt for fearing what happened a few days ago wouldve happened back then, i was your backbone, i was there for you and you stabbed me in the back and ripped out my heart, and i couldnt tell you how i felt because i still cared about you.