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I want nothing more than to fall into the abyss where i can feel nothing, what i did was wrong...... it hur tyou and im sorry, you know i would never cause you physical harm sweetie, you know i could never hurt you. i just want the pain to stop. we both did some things we shouldnt have, but can we let these things tear our relationship, our friendship down. We ar e alot stronger than this. I love you, i would take a bullet for you. I could never hurt you sweetie i would never forgive myself. I cant stop thinking about what happened, and i know we will get past it, i know we will. Sunday night was my fault, i brought it upon myself. I havent been the best boyfriend lately and im sorry for that, i can bring those butterflys back. I cant wait to grow old with you. you fit so secur ein my arms. i can protect you from anything. Im in love with you Alica.