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i need to move in with tonia soon or i might end up going crazy and become hospitalized.
i had a long in depth conversation with george on friday night. he gave me so good insight on a lot of things that ive had going on through my mind. i had decided that maybe i should give us another chance, just to see if there was anything there, and you sent me a text early the next morning asking me to do something with you monday. is that Gods way of saying to go for it? that if i ever cared about you i should give it a try. i told you what george said to me about us, and you willing to sit there with me face to face and work it out. ive had many oppurtunities in my life, especially these past 4 months...(wow, its been 4 months!) and somehow life always came back to you. whether it was for your advice which i never saught after or just to talk to you, it always came back to you. ive only loved one person in my life, and i cant say that i did or didnt love you...but maybe i could have, and maybe had i not been the chicken that i was and in a lot of ways still am maybe things woul be so different. i miss you, and i think its so sad that it took george to prove it to me.
the pistons need to win game 5!!!
i had a long in depth conversation with george on friday night. he gave me so good insight on a lot of things that ive had going on through my mind. i had decided that maybe i should give us another chance, just to see if there was anything there, and you sent me a text early the next morning asking me to do something with you monday. is that Gods way of saying to go for it? that if i ever cared about you i should give it a try. i told you what george said to me about us, and you willing to sit there with me face to face and work it out. ive had many oppurtunities in my life, especially these past 4 months...(wow, its been 4 months!) and somehow life always came back to you. whether it was for your advice which i never saught after or just to talk to you, it always came back to you. ive only loved one person in my life, and i cant say that i did or didnt love you...but maybe i could have, and maybe had i not been the chicken that i was and in a lot of ways still am maybe things woul be so different. i miss you, and i think its so sad that it took george to prove it to me.
the pistons need to win game 5!!!