2010
2010 | 7th June 2010 | 0145hr
+ Hihi everyone! It's been awhile. Haha. I bet noone reads this junk anymore! LOL.
+ It's alright! I'm just gonna pretend someone's listening. So here goes...how's my life now? One word.
DIFFERENT!
+ How different? Well, I don't really know. Many things have happened but it's kind of a change for good. :) I'm sure everyone knows how i was last year. Lost. Very very lost. Yeah, that i was. But hey! Guess what?! I'm a lost girl no more! Haha. Wish granted! I'm back to schooooooool! I know right. When everyone has graduated i'm just about to start. Loser. -.- Fuckkk. Like i care! I just want to freaking study again and get a bloody dip. Heh. I'm studying in RP now and i love my class. :) W34N! I love my school too. I love the food, the environment, the facilities and the LIBRARY! Hoho. The only thing i hate is the punctuality shit. Late, even by a minute, marks deducted! -POOFSSS- 0.5 marks gone just like that! -snaps fingers- I've been late for like, more than 3 times already? Shit. :/
+ I've grown fatter over the months. Like SUPER SUPER FAT! I think i'm already 50kg(or more) but i don't dare to weigh myself. I can't fit into many of my clothes and i've lost all my confidence in dressing up. My skin is 10 times darker than my normal colour. Aaaaand, my health is deteriorating! Nothing new.
+ And last but not least....-drum roll- I'M ATTACHED! Hoho. Like you don't already know eh! Haha. I bet you could tell from my past entries la. Geee. Yes my friends, i'm ATTACHED can you believe it?!! Someone has actually swept me off my feet! Bahahhahaha. THAT, nevermind. This someone is NOT just a normal someone. This someone is...SPECIAL!!! Hahhahaha. This SPECIAL someone did not only win my heart! He won everything i have! My heart, my mind, my time, my body, my soul... Chehhh! Ahhahahh! Let's call this special someone 'Spike' okay. We've been together for only a month plus and already the news is spreading. :/ Jeez. Know why? Because my Spike is....SPECIAL!!! (spike don't kembang pls, let me finish) :x Hahahhahahaha. Why SPECIAL? Let's put it simply this way k, we're of the same 'type'! Erhm. ♥ Heh. I'm just gonna leave it at that. ;)
+ Lastly, I know you're reading this Spike, your homepage. :) I'm sorry if i've been behaving differently lately. I didn't mean to hurt you. Talking back and not shutting up when i'm supposed to is a trait i've had since young. I know that is not an excuse and i'm sorry for behaving that way. Like i said, i will try my best to change for the better k. Let's keep to our promise and try and improve ourselves alright?! I love you soooooooooo much. No matter how i treat you, keep in mind that i always love you no less! In fact, it's getting stronger by the second. :O Haha. I really appreciate all the love and care you've given me. Noone has ever given me this much attention before. And i'm sorry if i've doubt your love before. Now that we're crazy about each other, let's be strong and face the upcoming challenges together! I know i've been sucha coward. But today, you really opened my eyes. I'm thankful for whatever you've done for me and i'm willing to go the extra mile for you too. So take my hand and let's keep moving shall we? :)))
P/S: I miss the smell of you on my jacket. :( Arghhhh. Can't wait to meet you!!!
+ Hihi everyone! It's been awhile. Haha. I bet noone reads this junk anymore! LOL.
+ It's alright! I'm just gonna pretend someone's listening. So here goes...how's my life now? One word.
DIFFERENT!
+ How different? Well, I don't really know. Many things have happened but it's kind of a change for good. :) I'm sure everyone knows how i was last year. Lost. Very very lost. Yeah, that i was. But hey! Guess what?! I'm a lost girl no more! Haha. Wish granted! I'm back to schooooooool! I know right. When everyone has graduated i'm just about to start. Loser. -.- Fuckkk. Like i care! I just want to freaking study again and get a bloody dip. Heh. I'm studying in RP now and i love my class. :) W34N! I love my school too. I love the food, the environment, the facilities and the LIBRARY! Hoho. The only thing i hate is the punctuality shit. Late, even by a minute, marks deducted! -POOFSSS- 0.5 marks gone just like that! -snaps fingers- I've been late for like, more than 3 times already? Shit. :/
+ I've grown fatter over the months. Like SUPER SUPER FAT! I think i'm already 50kg(or more) but i don't dare to weigh myself. I can't fit into many of my clothes and i've lost all my confidence in dressing up. My skin is 10 times darker than my normal colour. Aaaaand, my health is deteriorating! Nothing new.
+ And last but not least....-drum roll- I'M ATTACHED! Hoho. Like you don't already know eh! Haha. I bet you could tell from my past entries la. Geee. Yes my friends, i'm ATTACHED can you believe it?!! Someone has actually swept me off my feet! Bahahhahaha. THAT, nevermind. This someone is NOT just a normal someone. This someone is...SPECIAL!!! Hahhahaha. This SPECIAL someone did not only win my heart! He won everything i have! My heart, my mind, my time, my body, my soul... Chehhh! Ahhahahh! Let's call this special someone 'Spike' okay. We've been together for only a month plus and already the news is spreading. :/ Jeez. Know why? Because my Spike is....SPECIAL!!! (spike don't kembang pls, let me finish) :x Hahahhahahaha. Why SPECIAL? Let's put it simply this way k, we're of the same 'type'! Erhm. ♥ Heh. I'm just gonna leave it at that. ;)
+ Lastly, I know you're reading this Spike, your homepage. :) I'm sorry if i've been behaving differently lately. I didn't mean to hurt you. Talking back and not shutting up when i'm supposed to is a trait i've had since young. I know that is not an excuse and i'm sorry for behaving that way. Like i said, i will try my best to change for the better k. Let's keep to our promise and try and improve ourselves alright?! I love you soooooooooo much. No matter how i treat you, keep in mind that i always love you no less! In fact, it's getting stronger by the second. :O Haha. I really appreciate all the love and care you've given me. Noone has ever given me this much attention before. And i'm sorry if i've doubt your love before. Now that we're crazy about each other, let's be strong and face the upcoming challenges together! I know i've been sucha coward. But today, you really opened my eyes. I'm thankful for whatever you've done for me and i'm willing to go the extra mile for you too. So take my hand and let's keep moving shall we? :)))
P/S: I miss the smell of you on my jacket. :( Arghhhh. Can't wait to meet you!!!