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So...
yea... exactly...
So.
So what... so what, what i have to say.
"how have you been?"
no... so what... something else to be ignored.
"I just want to know, why are you ignoring me?"
no... thats not worth a reply either.
How am 'I' the bad guy?.. Im not the one ignoring her when she only wants to make things right.
And when she asked to once before, even after all the crap that went down... I still gave her time to talk.
So... send her an email? Or will it just get trashed like all the rest... unread and disregarded for soemthing I dont know...
Or will she read it... the words get to her... and she becomes afraid of what i have to say...
Is that it? Do you not talk to me because maybe you are afraid I may say soemthing?
What if Its the thing you know I have to say to make things right... but you dont want to hear it... you dont want them to be right?
Or do you just hate me... and thats that.
Im not the one causing problems...
Im the one fixing them.
When your bike breaks, do you fix it or buy a new one?
I fix mine.
So then... if you are right and I am wrong... why like this?
If you are so confident in yourself, why hide from me?
I have left you alone... changed myself for my better...
What else do I have to do...? huh..?
What did I do in the first place to make you ignore me?
not just that... what did I do to make you KEEP ignoring me?
You know it doesnt work... you know Im not giving in...
and you know... you cant truly hate me for not doing something so wrong...
I know you have said it yourself you know Im a nice guy... but was that just a lie?
I dont know anymore...
Where is the badness in me? Where is the evil in me?
What did I miss?
I want to know because you are the only person that sees it... and if its not that then why do I deserve to be ignored?
That is all I wanted to ask tonight... why am I being ignored?
Only you know... and only you know the answer...
Im not a bad guy... please... done treat me like one.
yea... exactly...
So.
So what... so what, what i have to say.
"how have you been?"
no... so what... something else to be ignored.
"I just want to know, why are you ignoring me?"
no... thats not worth a reply either.
How am 'I' the bad guy?.. Im not the one ignoring her when she only wants to make things right.
And when she asked to once before, even after all the crap that went down... I still gave her time to talk.
So... send her an email? Or will it just get trashed like all the rest... unread and disregarded for soemthing I dont know...
Or will she read it... the words get to her... and she becomes afraid of what i have to say...
Is that it? Do you not talk to me because maybe you are afraid I may say soemthing?
What if Its the thing you know I have to say to make things right... but you dont want to hear it... you dont want them to be right?
Or do you just hate me... and thats that.
Im not the one causing problems...
Im the one fixing them.
When your bike breaks, do you fix it or buy a new one?
I fix mine.
So then... if you are right and I am wrong... why like this?
If you are so confident in yourself, why hide from me?
I have left you alone... changed myself for my better...
What else do I have to do...? huh..?
What did I do in the first place to make you ignore me?
not just that... what did I do to make you KEEP ignoring me?
You know it doesnt work... you know Im not giving in...
and you know... you cant truly hate me for not doing something so wrong...
I know you have said it yourself you know Im a nice guy... but was that just a lie?
I dont know anymore...
Where is the badness in me? Where is the evil in me?
What did I miss?
I want to know because you are the only person that sees it... and if its not that then why do I deserve to be ignored?
That is all I wanted to ask tonight... why am I being ignored?
Only you know... and only you know the answer...
Im not a bad guy... please... done treat me like one.