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Dec 10, 2003 22:52

Why are you ignoring me?
Like, what are you to accomplish by that?
Its only making me try harder.
Its only making me a better person than I already am by not giving in and turing into an asshole about it all.
I jsut want to know why.
Apparently you have another great 'plan' to deal with me.
I can say so far that the rest in the past have not worked out too well for either of us.
I dont have forever to wait... you know that.
But I hope you also know, I dont give up so easially.
I know you read this... I know you get any message i try and get to you.
What I dont know, is why Im still the bad guy...
Why Im still the guy who is only going to hurt you...
What more do you need to know Im not a bad guy?

This isnt me leaving a message for you in LJ... weather you read it or not...
I feel like my words mean more here than you allow them to mean to you.

Im still feeling sick to my stomach...
People were assholes and wanted to 'race' today... then I showed em that my car isnot only better than any other 4cyl on the road, but it kicks its ass and steals its girlfriend too...
I dont 'race' much... hardly ever... and if I do its usually on the highway. Street racing is pretty stupid, but the look on someones face when they get owned by my POS is priceless.
yea... a somewhat normal post...
Im going to go back to pondering why Im not worth half the worlds time.
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