The Speed of The World Pisses Me Off
I'm sick of waiting on outstanding circumstances that directly affect my situation.
Example:
My bills are overdue this month.
I owe a few people money.
I have a few things to take care of(like moving my stuff back to CTP from the Westside)
Problem holding me back from doing so: I need my paycheck.
Now, where is my paycheck you ask?
Supposedly it was mailed fucking MONDAY of last week.
It is currently Monday the following week.
So I wait, and wait, and wait.
What else can I do but wait?
I cannot make any forward progress without my money.
And that in turn, pisses me the fuck off to the point that I want to explode.
It seems like every time I want to make significant leaps and bounds forward in my life, there is always some circumstance, whether minor or major, that is holding me back, and the circumstance itself is usually very stupid.
If the world worked the way it is supposed to, my paycheck would have been issued last Friday, mailed out either Saturday, or the following Monday, and I would have it by now.
So therefore, because other people like to fuck around, I am over 6 days late, on where I could be in standing with my life currently.
I have being put in situations where my back is against the wall and everything is out of my control.
Example:
My bills are overdue this month.
I owe a few people money.
I have a few things to take care of(like moving my stuff back to CTP from the Westside)
Problem holding me back from doing so: I need my paycheck.
Now, where is my paycheck you ask?
Supposedly it was mailed fucking MONDAY of last week.
It is currently Monday the following week.
So I wait, and wait, and wait.
What else can I do but wait?
I cannot make any forward progress without my money.
And that in turn, pisses me the fuck off to the point that I want to explode.
It seems like every time I want to make significant leaps and bounds forward in my life, there is always some circumstance, whether minor or major, that is holding me back, and the circumstance itself is usually very stupid.
If the world worked the way it is supposed to, my paycheck would have been issued last Friday, mailed out either Saturday, or the following Monday, and I would have it by now.
So therefore, because other people like to fuck around, I am over 6 days late, on where I could be in standing with my life currently.
I have being put in situations where my back is against the wall and everything is out of my control.