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wat up yall!? nuthin much here! well i wanna thanks meg, kim, kiersten, johri, g, my cousins, n my friends at my skool! there the onli ppl keeping me in this world! well last nite i could not sleep cuz i was thinking bout how dumb i am n how much i have screwed up with friends....well i woke up today i was mad HYPER n wen i wen tinto skool i was! well i was ok till lunch n for some reason i jus started crying n i felt like dying i dont know why but thats were kiersten n kim came in n we had a long talk why i felt this way! like i thot no one cared bout me till today n the onli ppl that do are the ones i listed above! meg - she is like my sister always there for me n all i dont know what id do with out her! if u read this meg I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!(as a friend)! well i was trying to kill myself during skool n kim showed me that im starting ot fit in n all cuz ppl are starting to stick up for me n always we got eachotherz back! g n johri - there the illest they are the reason y im styll here in this world cuz they got my bak n they want me to be in there crew but 1st they gatta jump me cuz thats how they got in! idc cuz i made a promise to always be there for them! my cousins always have my bak wen ever i fite there always there even if we hate each other n were always chyllen! well anyways today at lunched i cryed for no apparent reason i guess! :/! if science i burned my hand cuz we played with a boiler, alchohale, n shit! but it like mad small! well really nothing else really happened i was like depressed until i came home n i talked ot two of the ppl that keep me in this world! there is one more person i probably have put bu ti dont thynk she likes me anymore as a friend! :/! well imma go talk to my peeps! mmfcl to all loz n lettez! pze out!
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