Sep 20, 2004 20:31
So, I get one of these things and the website is slow as fuck. God damnit, what crap. Oh well, with so many people using it, its expected. Im not really sure why I signed up for one of these things, but I have it now, so why not use it.
Lifes pretty good for me, new schools fun, albeit odd. We get to our old school on time, but we're always late to Chariho Career and Tech. No problems, just grab a pass.
Other than that, things have been pretty boring. I sit around, hang around with my friend Josh. We can get pretty reckless and destructive when were left alone, and when he goes home, my room looks like a bar without the beer. Hes a cool kid, hes a bit wierd too. Doesnt show much emotion, but what can you expect. His parents are getting a divorce wich isnt good, but his father was always a bit odd.
I have another friend Brian, good kid and all, devout Christian, but for some reason, I cant see his views on life. I cant share the faith, I dont feel a connection to God or anything of that Nature. My family isnt overtly religious or anything, we arent satanists, we arent saints, but we hold a respect for the man above. Im not sure what it is, but apparently, somewhere in my head, I have locked religion out. Either way, hope to hang out with him more, but first I have to get through this wierd mood. For some reason I feel like there isnt a god, were just on our own little island of earth doing random shit for no reason.
The girls on my bus are the most obscene fuckers in the world. They smell like shit, theyre all the most slutty girls you'll ever meet, and they have personalities to match. Greeeaaaat, just my kind of people. I've already had about 5-6 fights with them since school started, its going to be a long year.
Uhhh... I want a new computer but we're ghetto poor and shit.. not really.. just dont have much cash to spend for another one.
There is no form to my speech.
Also, I hate my stepfather, he really hasnt physically hurt me, but hes been such an asshole, I feel as if Im going to kill him. I dont know why, hes such a failure at life itself, I often find myself angry at him for wierd reasons. Sometimes I wish he would leave, me and Mom would be happy together. Oh, dont forget Kara, our little black kitten. Best cat ever... if this one gets run down, Im getting the axe.
Either way, I might end up forgetting about this nifty thing, I really do think its a good way to express yourself... probobly should use it more...
Adios.