Sleepless in Portland
I start at starbucks on the 19th. I am so excited, really I am. I wanted to move to portland, go to school and work in a coffee house. I moved to Portland, went to school, and now I am going to work in a coffee house. It didn't turn out exactly the way I had planned but it's still happening. Eli has a new boyfriend, I am kinda jelous. I know, stupid thoughts. I am jelous of the both of them. Of being able to find eachother. Fuck, why can't I find a good guy that will love me unconditionally? Well, it's almost here. The mark that I have been alive for twentyone years. I think that it's going to be a strange time in my life, but my life is a bit strange all in its self. Anyways I am going to go to sleep, or at least try. They battle with insomnia, the fucker, is about to begin. I am going to be working in the mornings from now on. So I must slay the beast insomnia.