I am a virgin no more, well to cab rides. Ha gotcha!
I just had my first cab experience. I went downtown to hangout with meaghan and also to hopefully meet up with Billy later on in the night. I was going to catch the last bus home if he didn't call before 8pm. The buses stop running at 7pm. Yeah, I thought the last one was at 8. So I ventured down to powells then to starbucks to talk to Heath. We chatted for a while, then I went back to Powells to buy a journal. I bought a package of three instead. Moriah and Drew met up with me later after I spent the majority of the 2 hours writing about depth and "emo" things. There was a really hot guy with a blond fohawk sitting outside with his friends singing and playing the guitar. I didn't mind sitting with cigaretts, coffee, a journal, good music on my headphones and watch a really hot guy play his guitar. I spent way too much money today. I also went and got one of those fake tans. It was free. What an experience. It felt globby... sort of. I don't know really how to explain it. I look good though. So I walked with drew and Mo for a while until she called the cab for me. The guy was either black or of hindi origin, I really couldn't tell with the lack of light. He never really spoke other than complaining about there being too many traffic lights, which constisted of more of a mumble rather than clear words of being annoyed. I started to fall asleep. When I got in, I jumped in the front seat thinking I would converse with the guy but he was of introvertion and didn't strike a convo at all. It cost me $23 for a ride that on the bus would have cost me $1.75. Being downtown jolted something that was dormant inside of me. A part of the depth I was forgetting. Billy still hasn't called me. I don't know if he will. Asshole. So all in all, weird fucking day. I finally got to meet this drew guy moriah has been obsessing over for who knows how long. He is really cute and really rad. I would date him, but the whole straight thing might get in the way. And here I am 12 fucking 30 all alone and wondering wheather or not it was worth it. Wether anything is worth it. I've come to the conclusion... it is.