depervation
Here are a few of my writings I did while sleep deprived.
what is friendship? is it simply a sense of security? A reason to not feel completely alone. A suppliment for our longing for real love? Why do we need it? Social connections, are they that important? Beyond career orientated, why does it matter? Is is some sort of self installment of feeling needed, feeling apart of something greater than your pathetic existance? Is friendship a selfish ideal, is it a selfish concept? Is the only reason for self certification? Friendship is like religion, in a way with it you feel secure. You feel as if there is something greater or more meaningfull than you as an individual but it still gives you a sense of individuality. It is somthing to hide behind. Most don't question a friendship, like religion. They just live it and hope that there's nothing more to it than the feeling of security it produces. In this world we are all connected. Yet, we remain alone. No one will ever be completely satisfied because we have all that we need in ourselves... right? We are all connected, yet we are all seperate. We are a conundrum.
Why is it that we measure love in years? Why is it that our life has no meaning without some sort of written accomplishment? Why do we yearn so to have acknowlegement by multitudes of people? Rediculous, isn't it? These thoughts are like a mainstream pulsing in my head. Why? A prevelent question I ask myself all the time.
What next? Where will the road go? I cannot say, I have only questions and no answers. This world sucks you dry and leaves you to repair yourself only to be dried out again. Or is it that the world is constantly trying to teach us and fill us with life and we can't see that our thirst is everlasting? I have said at one time we are all connected. We are all the same. Everything is an opposite, it is all balance. Yet, the human race doesn't have balance. We are always thirsty, and we will never be satisfied.
what is friendship? is it simply a sense of security? A reason to not feel completely alone. A suppliment for our longing for real love? Why do we need it? Social connections, are they that important? Beyond career orientated, why does it matter? Is is some sort of self installment of feeling needed, feeling apart of something greater than your pathetic existance? Is friendship a selfish ideal, is it a selfish concept? Is the only reason for self certification? Friendship is like religion, in a way with it you feel secure. You feel as if there is something greater or more meaningfull than you as an individual but it still gives you a sense of individuality. It is somthing to hide behind. Most don't question a friendship, like religion. They just live it and hope that there's nothing more to it than the feeling of security it produces. In this world we are all connected. Yet, we remain alone. No one will ever be completely satisfied because we have all that we need in ourselves... right? We are all connected, yet we are all seperate. We are a conundrum.
Why is it that we measure love in years? Why is it that our life has no meaning without some sort of written accomplishment? Why do we yearn so to have acknowlegement by multitudes of people? Rediculous, isn't it? These thoughts are like a mainstream pulsing in my head. Why? A prevelent question I ask myself all the time.
What next? Where will the road go? I cannot say, I have only questions and no answers. This world sucks you dry and leaves you to repair yourself only to be dried out again. Or is it that the world is constantly trying to teach us and fill us with life and we can't see that our thirst is everlasting? I have said at one time we are all connected. We are all the same. Everything is an opposite, it is all balance. Yet, the human race doesn't have balance. We are always thirsty, and we will never be satisfied.