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Don't expect me to say anything,
Don't expect me to cry again,
I'm now damned in flames,
Retching my soul to lose what's insane,
I have become you,
Oh how I've become you,
Losing parts of my life,
Losing what's inside,
Bring me back to my life,
Where did it go, so trapped inside,
Feed me pain and strife,
I feel so cold and so full of lies,
Stand through the unbearable,
The cold and frightful,
Sed the red boil in my veins,
Turned to ice and held by rusted chains,
No time left to hear,
Left to destroy my fear,
I am so alone,
Lost and so alone...
In your words I am so lost,
What happened as the time passed,
What you told me is what has kept me,
What you do to me leads to screams,
So violet on the inside,
Angry is red and sadness is blue,
So violet on the inside,
Falling so far away from you,
Warmth during the initial touch,
Cold are those fingers now,
Suck up your punishment,
How much more is there to swallow,
So violet on the inside,
Angry is red and sadness is blue,
So violet on the inside,
Falling so far away from you,
Ailing away,
Damaged and ailing away,
Damaged and ailing away,
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged,
It's been done before,
So violet on the inside,
Angry is red and sadness is blue,
So violet on the inside,
Falling so far away from you,
Welcome to my unstable mind,
Welcome to these harsh times,
Discriminate against what I think is right and wrong,
Discriminate until my own thoughts are all gone,
Can't you see past the look in my eyes,
Can't you see how much pain is inside,
What's the meaning of all of this,
Another lost soul added to the list,
Find myself in this darkened soul,
Find warmth away from this cold,
Breathe life in to my soul,
Send fire into this cold,
Nothing to pull me back,
Nothing left I'll end up last,
Falling fast to the ground,
Hitting hard, hear that sound,
Eliminated by what has become,
Too much time and I'm done,
Feel the blood sting my eyes,
Stinging hard like the trivial lies,
Find myself in this darkened soul,
Find warmth away from this cold,
Breathe life in to my soul,
Send fire into this cold,
Take credit for the economy for the last 10 years,
Who was in office then?
Won't take credit for the economy the last 4 years,
Who is in office now?
I am Republican,
No blame falls on me,
I am Republican,
I can do no wrong,
I am Republican,
Wear my pin, unless you're opinion is wrong,
Reform when you haven't fixed,
Rebuild when you haven't repaired,
Fight your war,
What have you fought at home?
Disgust, no more nothing, not again,
Disgust you're sick, excuse,
Followed like sheep,
Glad you feel better when you sleep,
Sometimes I feel so dead and alone in this world,
Everyone walks past my grave,
No one sees my pain,
Spit on me as they take a glance,
My eyes begin to bleed when the sun shines down,
Such surprise I reject the happiness,
Nothing is better than the worse thing that I feel,
In death I can keep everything so real,
I want nothing in return,
I deserve nothing in return,
What is it that I have to display?
What is it that you need from me?
Yell so loud my vocal cords collapse,
Pain so strong my chest will collapse,
World so dark, the sky will collapse,
Did you feel my heart collapse in your hand,
I'm not emotional if you want me to feel nothing,
I'm not here if you see the void,
I'm screaming in your ear if you acknowledge me,
I'm so omnipresent to the awareness that is false...
Don't expect me to cry again,
I'm now damned in flames,
Retching my soul to lose what's insane,
I have become you,
Oh how I've become you,
Losing parts of my life,
Losing what's inside,
Bring me back to my life,
Where did it go, so trapped inside,
Feed me pain and strife,
I feel so cold and so full of lies,
Stand through the unbearable,
The cold and frightful,
Sed the red boil in my veins,
Turned to ice and held by rusted chains,
No time left to hear,
Left to destroy my fear,
I am so alone,
Lost and so alone...
In your words I am so lost,
What happened as the time passed,
What you told me is what has kept me,
What you do to me leads to screams,
So violet on the inside,
Angry is red and sadness is blue,
So violet on the inside,
Falling so far away from you,
Warmth during the initial touch,
Cold are those fingers now,
Suck up your punishment,
How much more is there to swallow,
So violet on the inside,
Angry is red and sadness is blue,
So violet on the inside,
Falling so far away from you,
Ailing away,
Damaged and ailing away,
Damaged and ailing away,
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged,
Damaged,
It's been done before,
So violet on the inside,
Angry is red and sadness is blue,
So violet on the inside,
Falling so far away from you,
Welcome to my unstable mind,
Welcome to these harsh times,
Discriminate against what I think is right and wrong,
Discriminate until my own thoughts are all gone,
Can't you see past the look in my eyes,
Can't you see how much pain is inside,
What's the meaning of all of this,
Another lost soul added to the list,
Find myself in this darkened soul,
Find warmth away from this cold,
Breathe life in to my soul,
Send fire into this cold,
Nothing to pull me back,
Nothing left I'll end up last,
Falling fast to the ground,
Hitting hard, hear that sound,
Eliminated by what has become,
Too much time and I'm done,
Feel the blood sting my eyes,
Stinging hard like the trivial lies,
Find myself in this darkened soul,
Find warmth away from this cold,
Breathe life in to my soul,
Send fire into this cold,
Take credit for the economy for the last 10 years,
Who was in office then?
Won't take credit for the economy the last 4 years,
Who is in office now?
I am Republican,
No blame falls on me,
I am Republican,
I can do no wrong,
I am Republican,
Wear my pin, unless you're opinion is wrong,
Reform when you haven't fixed,
Rebuild when you haven't repaired,
Fight your war,
What have you fought at home?
Disgust, no more nothing, not again,
Disgust you're sick, excuse,
Followed like sheep,
Glad you feel better when you sleep,
Sometimes I feel so dead and alone in this world,
Everyone walks past my grave,
No one sees my pain,
Spit on me as they take a glance,
My eyes begin to bleed when the sun shines down,
Such surprise I reject the happiness,
Nothing is better than the worse thing that I feel,
In death I can keep everything so real,
I want nothing in return,
I deserve nothing in return,
What is it that I have to display?
What is it that you need from me?
Yell so loud my vocal cords collapse,
Pain so strong my chest will collapse,
World so dark, the sky will collapse,
Did you feel my heart collapse in your hand,
I'm not emotional if you want me to feel nothing,
I'm not here if you see the void,
I'm screaming in your ear if you acknowledge me,
I'm so omnipresent to the awareness that is false...