So disturbing...

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Repeating nightmares about having repeating nightmares about Cookie Monster from Sesame Street "hurting himself" and bloody graphic/detailed/organ-y, life-sized/living pieces of himself, with patterns/pictures cut into the pieces repeatedly asking me for help, and me feeling I have to keep these nightmares and his self-harm a secret for the privacy of Cookie Monster. EXTREMELY disturbing. And random.
Okay, what does all this even MEAN, anymore?? Why do I dream these disturbing things????