Aug 21, 2005 06:16
ok so i just woke up.. out of a dead sleep.. and i was crying.. had a dream about you know who.. and now i am all depressed..i dunno why.. i feel all sick and icky like something bad happened or is going to happen... and if its going to to happen.. i hope its not what my worst fear is...i'm really dizzy... someone shoot me.. no nono.. i'm going to lay down.. if i wake feeling like this.. i'll shoot myself