i just broke down....

[eviltreegrl]

ok so i just emotionally took a handful of pills after talking to Randi... i don't know all of what i took.. sleeping pills.. no doz... addrall.. all of these were in there... but i took at least 20 pills... so i mite die... and if i do.. then.. good bye i gess.. and blame dan... everytime i bleed and hurt and cry and when i finally die.. i want all to remember.. its all b//c he broke. me... and if i don't die.. then.. i will try and try again.... whatever.. fucking asshole... i am tired.. until next time? bye

oh yea,, i am unloved.. and i broke up with him.. just ask dan... he'll tell.. fill your head with lies.. but wait.. i am a bad person... but at least i can take back my promise to him.. i don't kepp promises when i am not loved ....