its been a long time....
omg.. i feel terrible.. bad ending to a bad week.. i am a whore... thats all i'll ever be to anyone.. i mean.. all guys want is sex.. at least the guy i want.. and all i want is to be with him.. it killing me.. slowly... i am thinking about leaving.. just up and running away.. i'll die soon tho b/c i have no food...i dunno.. i want to die.. i am worth nothing... nothing at all...