Dec 16, 2007 16:20
OK..I havn't wrote in this thing for a really long time and i should keep writing my feelings, my goals, my wants,my dreams, and my love. Besides all of that, Wow thisjournalbrings back so many memories lol. Ha was that me, oh how have i changed heehee. Well i'm 18 now and i have grown up from that retarded gothic kid that you might read about. I have grown to a beautiful young woman who don't take shit from no one anymore.
I'm in love with a young bright and smart gentleman. His name is Sean Stewart. He makes me feel good about myself, he makes me smile, he makes my day so much better at the end.He has helped me threw so much in my life, its actually quite pathetic; and the reason i say that is because i used to be the tough girl who helped others and her self.Then again he makes all my feelings show instead of me holding it in all the time. Which can be quite hectic at times.
Well today is a pretty goood day. We went to go see his grandfather and then we came over to his mothers house. In which i'm starting to warm up to his mother. AT first i let other peoples judgements of her get in the way of my own.I have never ever done that before and i shouldn't have now or then. She is actually a nice individual and she knows and loves what she does and i guess she is that one peson that my family thought i would have become. Thats not how my mind or motivation works. I want to be everything actually i want to know everything i want to be able how to fix things and everything in between lol.
Well i guess i write in here later...or something.
Buh bye
Maggie May