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This is how i feel today. I feel weird and tired. Cecily isn't talking to me for some reason. I feel as if she is mad because when i said we could hang out i dumped her off to be with Zoran. Which i found out that was a big mistake because he just was an asswhole at the end. Oh well things should get better, I dunno maybe. She is weird when it comes to things like that. I can tell when she is mad and she just says she is tired or something. She is now taking this modeling school thing and i think she is becomeing a poser. I mean if she just wants to stop being the way she was then she should stop. Other than that she is being a poser. I dunno, she claims that she is just doing it so she could get a job for when she is n college. Whatever man. This is just another one of her exscuses to think she is better than everyone else. The only reason why i am writeing this is because i don't think talking to her about anything of her problems is going to help. When ever i talk to her about problems with us, she only gets mad and starts freaking yelling and confusing and thinks its all my fault. She is one that gets on my nerves with everything and thing about her is that she dosn't want any help she thinks everyone is out to get her and no one is on her side. That is very pathetic for her and anybody else. Well this is how i feel today about everything......