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im so sad. i knew we were getting our new phones today. and i was home all day. i left for 15 minutes. and of course in that 15 minutes the delivery guy comes and im not home so we dont get our phones!!! i mean i know well just get them tomorrow or tonight but the point is i could have been charging my sexy new phone right now. grrrrrrrrrrrrr. its so frustrating that that happened. or that i cant go pick them up until 6:00 pm. im happy to be getting a new phone at all, esp since i wasn't expecting to be getting a new phone until december but still.
also i had to go apply for a personal loan at peoples bank so i could hopefully use it for school. its sooooo stupid because im not considered an independent student until i am 24 so since my parents don't want to do a PLUS loan this is pretty much my only option because otherwise i basically can't go. but the thing is i might get a lot of money from a pell grant but i wont get that til after my classes start. so ill have to use my personal loan to pay for the classes, then hopefully ill get the grant and then can use that to pay off the loan and still hopefully have like 1000 extra bucks for whatever the fuck i wanna use it for. for some reason im irrationally upset about missing the phones. its just because before i left i was thinking that i hoped that they didnt come while i was gone, and then i thought of course they wont i wont be gone that long. and then i come home and they came! and thast all i was waiting for all day because IM SO FUCKING BORED OUT OF MY GODDAMN mind. im pmsing definitely. because ive been really happy and positive lately and the past 3 days i have not been in a great mood. ugh....
im gonna smoke a blunt n watch a movie or something to lift my spirits. im lonely and bored and sick of the same thing every damn day.
also i had to go apply for a personal loan at peoples bank so i could hopefully use it for school. its sooooo stupid because im not considered an independent student until i am 24 so since my parents don't want to do a PLUS loan this is pretty much my only option because otherwise i basically can't go. but the thing is i might get a lot of money from a pell grant but i wont get that til after my classes start. so ill have to use my personal loan to pay for the classes, then hopefully ill get the grant and then can use that to pay off the loan and still hopefully have like 1000 extra bucks for whatever the fuck i wanna use it for. for some reason im irrationally upset about missing the phones. its just because before i left i was thinking that i hoped that they didnt come while i was gone, and then i thought of course they wont i wont be gone that long. and then i come home and they came! and thast all i was waiting for all day because IM SO FUCKING BORED OUT OF MY GODDAMN mind. im pmsing definitely. because ive been really happy and positive lately and the past 3 days i have not been in a great mood. ugh....
im gonna smoke a blunt n watch a movie or something to lift my spirits. im lonely and bored and sick of the same thing every damn day.