Depressed
OMG I am so depressed right now. Eric called on his lunch break but I stupidily left my cell phone in my dorm while I went to give a paper to the bitchy teacher I hate so much. So now I missed both his calls and I feel so bad. I am crying cause he sounded so sad on his voice mail message he sent me. I hate hearing him like that...it makes me feel really really sad. And cant call him cause he is already back at work. OMG I feel so freaking sad. I just wanna cry. I wanna talk to him so bad and I had my chance but I had to be stupid and leave my damn cell phone in my dorm. I am soo fucking stupid. I miss him soo much and missed a chance to talk to him. But anyway I did do one good thing....I bought him that Fruits Basket Volume 13 he was talking about.....I hope he will like it. But anyway I am gonna go curl up and cry for a while or until Eric gets home so I can call him.......