Dec 16, 2004 09:33
I'm sitting in a College Prep class, Emily is right next to me on the same website.. Wow we're bored. I just read all my Fxckers entries. I didn't feel like commenting on all of them so I'm just gonna remember the one that stuck out that isn't a private post (I'll talk to you later)
Kayla I totally went thru that with my friends Summer and Jenna. We all stopped talking and shit was weird between us. We didn't get in a fight or anything. We drifted apart and I got a poem at home I'll bring to the gym or something and show u that I wrote about it if ya want. This year the 3 of us are kinda making an effort to be close again (I guess lunch together helps), Maybe that will happen for you.. Its been since Freshmen year with them man.
JENNA I LOVE YOU MAN!!! (aww we got all emotional when we got drunk in Linda's car) I'm crying... really...
I read Justy Wusty Bears Post too and it made me think; I wanna get an apartment soon. I really need to start planning for after high school. If Pep falls through then I'm not so sure college is gonna happen. If I do get into pep then I will live at the dorm. I don't wanna stay with my dad after I'm 18 (7/11 I will be) cause I think if I don't get my ass moving then I will end up staying there until forever and do nothing with my life. That's a depressing thought...
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. I'm sick of being so inadequate. I'm sick of people making me feel like I'm not good enough for them. I hate letting people do that to me and I don't know why I do. I dunno, but I gotta do my work
Sry its a long post. Work tonight.. Hopefully... I think to much in school...(well about not school stuff)