the real me
When I first moved to New Jersey I was hiding like I always did. I never opened my life up to anyone; I was scared to let anyone get close to me. By doing that I shut out a lot of people, I was in the biggest depression of my life at that point. As of this moment in time my life is actually half ass better then what it was, there are a few things that I wish could happen. I can see none of it happening in my life thou, I kind of wish I can make my life as I go but I know I can’t. Oh god how I wish I could. I look at my self in the mirror, and I see who I am finally. I see my self as the man I grew into, I grew into exactly what I wanted, wiser and more mature then a teenager. I know I still got life ahead of me, im looking forward to it. Even if I have to do it alone, maybe though my travels though life, ill finally get what I wanted. I do know one thing im officially happy in my skin. It took me 23 years to realize it, but I thank you mom n dad for having me. My friends that I have in life are the greatest friends in life that I’ve meet, im proud to have them as my friends even thou its only a few. My relationships that i've had in the past also made me who I am, if it wasn’t for them also, I don’t think id be a better person. I thank you my friends, and my ex’s for making me who I am on the inside. I want to thank you everyone else who has enter my life, I thank you guys too.