WTF
What the hell is going on with all of us lately?
Nerves seem to be snapping all over the place recently.
Ben: I respect your decision to leave PA. You're sticking to your priorities and expressing your concerns. Although I do understand concern for friends well being, not any one person or group is PA. You, as well as anyone else, have an important voice for the progress of PA. I'm sorry to see you leave. I've thought about doing the same in the past for my own reasons. The thing I realized though is that to abandon an organization because I don't agree with something only has me running away from problems that I've taken the responsibility to help resolve. I've chosen to stay in PA, even though I'll be leaving the committees after PP. I've decided to step back and get a fresh view of PA.
Rebecca: In Anna's defense, she may have been asking about your position in Steering for my interest. I was taking a look at PA recently and the organization of the committees. I know for a fact that I asked Anna about how Steering seemed to be a representation of the committees except your position. I was wondering how that fit in. In thinking about this spot, I prefer more people in each committee rather than fewer.
Side note; I was an ass recently (it seems to be a bad habit of mine lately). I'm sorry about that.
Joe"\
Well wishes to you both. I won't take sides being that you've both always been outstanding friends.
I'm sorry to see all of this going down and I truly hope to see and be part of your next great
adventures in life.
Lee:/
Clove: I'm sorry I didn't take part in all of the love you've been feeling from friends and family lately. I've been wrapped up in so much of my own selfish nonsense lately that I've neglected you in being sick. I'm so happy that you're feeling better and I hope to be able to see you soon.
Erik: Dude, you are missed. I could really use your energy and love of life around right now. I'm glad to hear how well things are going for you out there. Just remember that California isn't your only home.
Outreach: I know, I'll be posting an update tonight. Sorry about that guys, I wasn't ignoring you. Just unable to respond for my own reasons.
Fall Fling: I've decided not to go this year. I'm saving money to hopefully move in October and maybe even finally fix my car. Imagine Evilsizer with and actual tag. What a thought huh.
I'll be backing off of PA a little for a bit to reorganize my life a bit after this weekend. In no way does this reflect my relationships with any of you. I've been horrible in the committees that I've been in and not a very good PA member in general. Stepping back and looking at PA from an outside view point may actually be beneficial to how I interact in PA. This doesn't mean not to call me for coffee or give me a suffocating hug when we see each other. I've been missing what I perceived as the old PA for too long instead on focusing on the PA that it's becoming.
Claudia & Robert: Too fucking cool!!!!!! I just hadn't said it here. I miss you guys and can't wait to see your new peanut. It'll be soon I'm sure.
I'm not going to get into the changes that have been going on with me lately. I've noticed how much I've forgotten who I am and let things go. I was just surviving instead of striving. I'm going to see if I still have some of that strive.
Big hugs,
Scott
Nerves seem to be snapping all over the place recently.
Ben: I respect your decision to leave PA. You're sticking to your priorities and expressing your concerns. Although I do understand concern for friends well being, not any one person or group is PA. You, as well as anyone else, have an important voice for the progress of PA. I'm sorry to see you leave. I've thought about doing the same in the past for my own reasons. The thing I realized though is that to abandon an organization because I don't agree with something only has me running away from problems that I've taken the responsibility to help resolve. I've chosen to stay in PA, even though I'll be leaving the committees after PP. I've decided to step back and get a fresh view of PA.
Rebecca: In Anna's defense, she may have been asking about your position in Steering for my interest. I was taking a look at PA recently and the organization of the committees. I know for a fact that I asked Anna about how Steering seemed to be a representation of the committees except your position. I was wondering how that fit in. In thinking about this spot, I prefer more people in each committee rather than fewer.
Side note; I was an ass recently (it seems to be a bad habit of mine lately). I'm sorry about that.
Joe"\
Well wishes to you both. I won't take sides being that you've both always been outstanding friends.
I'm sorry to see all of this going down and I truly hope to see and be part of your next great
adventures in life.
Lee:/
Clove: I'm sorry I didn't take part in all of the love you've been feeling from friends and family lately. I've been wrapped up in so much of my own selfish nonsense lately that I've neglected you in being sick. I'm so happy that you're feeling better and I hope to be able to see you soon.
Erik: Dude, you are missed. I could really use your energy and love of life around right now. I'm glad to hear how well things are going for you out there. Just remember that California isn't your only home.
Outreach: I know, I'll be posting an update tonight. Sorry about that guys, I wasn't ignoring you. Just unable to respond for my own reasons.
Fall Fling: I've decided not to go this year. I'm saving money to hopefully move in October and maybe even finally fix my car. Imagine Evilsizer with and actual tag. What a thought huh.
I'll be backing off of PA a little for a bit to reorganize my life a bit after this weekend. In no way does this reflect my relationships with any of you. I've been horrible in the committees that I've been in and not a very good PA member in general. Stepping back and looking at PA from an outside view point may actually be beneficial to how I interact in PA. This doesn't mean not to call me for coffee or give me a suffocating hug when we see each other. I've been missing what I perceived as the old PA for too long instead on focusing on the PA that it's becoming.
Claudia & Robert: Too fucking cool!!!!!! I just hadn't said it here. I miss you guys and can't wait to see your new peanut. It'll be soon I'm sure.
I'm not going to get into the changes that have been going on with me lately. I've noticed how much I've forgotten who I am and let things go. I was just surviving instead of striving. I'm going to see if I still have some of that strive.
Big hugs,
Scott