Dec 20, 2011 12:38
1. Runs canceled today and the end of the year looms large, so I've had a whole lot of paperwork dumped on me.
2. I do this paperwork at my desk, which is directly under a cold air vent. So I am freezing and having severe issues typing correctly, which goes so well with paperwork.
3. I apparently have serious feelings about booster T3s in the role of combat command ships.
4. I may never get out of this one area in FFXIII because as soon as I take five steps away from a battle point, mooks respawn, and I obligingly trot back there to get another 550 XP, because I wasn't running up against the caps they put on my leveling hard enough before or something.
5. Must pry myself out of infinite loop of "this job is draining my soul and teaching me nothing" > "I feel too stupid to apply to grad school and I graduated from Reed and all I got was this catastrophic GPA" > "what's the point in studying for the chemistry GREs, I don't need any of this knowledge for my job -- hell, I'm discouraged from having it -- and it's not like applying to grad school will get me anywhere" > "this job is draining my soul OH FFS THIS IS STUPID JUST STUDY ALREADY" and then I get home and literally forget about this resolution to do so. This has been going on since September. I mean, it'd help if I knew a damn thing about what the chemistry GRE tested, but a good start would be to remember enough chemistry that I wouldn't fail out of an intro chem course.
6. Basically real life is not my friend right now and we're reaching the "disregard stress, acquire Fire Emblem" stage.