Falling is easy...it's getting back up that's the problem
Staind is a great band...
I hate it when I'm so down in the dumps that I can't even try to be optimistic anymore. I also hate it when I have a problem that I want to fix...but there is nothing that I can do. The only thing I can do is wait. I know things will eventually work out...everything does, but the question is...Will everything work out the way I want it to? There are many possibilities as to how things could work out, but I'm considering the two most realistic ones. Possibility number 1. Everything works out the way I want it to. The person I'm missing comes back into my life, and everything returns to the way it used to be...and if not then even better than it was before. Possibility number 2. The possibility that I dread. I hurt so long that I finally become numb to the pain and emotion. I no longer feel it. Not exactly saying that I will no longer miss this person...just saying that I will eventually come to terms with this and realize they're no longer apart of my life.
I don't know how this will work out...like I said...there are more than 2 possibilities...but these are the main ones that are on my mind right now.
Has anyone ever felt like this. Has anyone had a best friend so close that just hearing their voice brightened up your day? When you'd be in the worst mood...not even wanting to talk or get out of bed...and you'd go hang out with them and they could make you laugh harder than you've laughed in two years. And they were always there for you. When it seemed like the rest of the world walked out on you...that person would walk in. A person that knew everything there was to know about you, but liked you anyways. I don't know if anyone else has ever had a person like this in their life...but I know I did...and now they're gone. I don't know why, but they are. I feel like they meant the world to me...and I meant nothing to them. I hate to think that, but I can't help it. I often wonder if they're missing me like I'm missing them and I then I kind of get a reality slap saying "NO! They're not missing you. If they were they would return your call. They would make an effort to hang out with you! But you know what!? THEY AREN'T!!"
Has anyone felt this way? Does anyone know what I can do? If so...help me please.
I hate it when I'm so down in the dumps that I can't even try to be optimistic anymore. I also hate it when I have a problem that I want to fix...but there is nothing that I can do. The only thing I can do is wait. I know things will eventually work out...everything does, but the question is...Will everything work out the way I want it to? There are many possibilities as to how things could work out, but I'm considering the two most realistic ones. Possibility number 1. Everything works out the way I want it to. The person I'm missing comes back into my life, and everything returns to the way it used to be...and if not then even better than it was before. Possibility number 2. The possibility that I dread. I hurt so long that I finally become numb to the pain and emotion. I no longer feel it. Not exactly saying that I will no longer miss this person...just saying that I will eventually come to terms with this and realize they're no longer apart of my life.
I don't know how this will work out...like I said...there are more than 2 possibilities...but these are the main ones that are on my mind right now.
Has anyone ever felt like this. Has anyone had a best friend so close that just hearing their voice brightened up your day? When you'd be in the worst mood...not even wanting to talk or get out of bed...and you'd go hang out with them and they could make you laugh harder than you've laughed in two years. And they were always there for you. When it seemed like the rest of the world walked out on you...that person would walk in. A person that knew everything there was to know about you, but liked you anyways. I don't know if anyone else has ever had a person like this in their life...but I know I did...and now they're gone. I don't know why, but they are. I feel like they meant the world to me...and I meant nothing to them. I hate to think that, but I can't help it. I often wonder if they're missing me like I'm missing them and I then I kind of get a reality slap saying "NO! They're not missing you. If they were they would return your call. They would make an effort to hang out with you! But you know what!? THEY AREN'T!!"
Has anyone felt this way? Does anyone know what I can do? If so...help me please.