[people worry too much]
my sister has been freaking out all day, making it hard forme to sleep. >=|
last night me and mike had a discussion. im a slut i guess. i guess he dosent want to be my frind. and its kinda bullshit, since i gave him a big time chance for how he screwed me over a while ago, i will ask him for a second chance from him to me. but i doubt i'll get it, since oh im such a slut. (dont komment on that part asking me questions why i dont feel like answering them since i think that i should be kalled a slut for what i did.)
so after our discussion. i went up stairs lefta message on his box, and took half the bottle or the rest of my pms. this knoked me out till well a long time. my sister was freaking out "mom manda wont move!" "manda wake up" "why are all th epills gone?!" damnit shut the fuck up! i was sleeping! yes for a very long time oh fuckign well i didnt wanna wake up.
since tiff is having like a no parent type thing i must gather money. which means i must do chores not only for money for next week but for this weekend shes going out of town. i kould be by my self or not depend on if that btich ann komes over. >=|
my frind brent kept messing with my pictures. i need to scan some pictures that i like alot.
one more thing...
yanno how girls after gettign dumped they will talk shit abotu their sex life and tell every thign they know abotu their ex and try to humliate them. well not knowing mike and knowing him. he's probaly told chad (his so kalled frind) a bunch of shit. i have decided to not say a word about ne thing.
1-nothign to komplain about, very good sex
2- its fucking low and rude
3-the shit i'd say would be really mean. and i hate mean people.
so i wont do it. but it would make me feel better oh well. i wish mike woudl akually read this fucking shit. i rembered when i fucking wrote entries just for him to read, and he begged me for one of these things. what an ass hole. heh, still want ot be his frind if not hell i kan not talk to him for long time then get a note or something who fucking knows ne more.
last night me and mike had a discussion. im a slut i guess. i guess he dosent want to be my frind. and its kinda bullshit, since i gave him a big time chance for how he screwed me over a while ago, i will ask him for a second chance from him to me. but i doubt i'll get it, since oh im such a slut. (dont komment on that part asking me questions why i dont feel like answering them since i think that i should be kalled a slut for what i did.)
so after our discussion. i went up stairs lefta message on his box, and took half the bottle or the rest of my pms. this knoked me out till well a long time. my sister was freaking out "mom manda wont move!" "manda wake up" "why are all th epills gone?!" damnit shut the fuck up! i was sleeping! yes for a very long time oh fuckign well i didnt wanna wake up.
since tiff is having like a no parent type thing i must gather money. which means i must do chores not only for money for next week but for this weekend shes going out of town. i kould be by my self or not depend on if that btich ann komes over. >=|
my frind brent kept messing with my pictures. i need to scan some pictures that i like alot.
one more thing...
yanno how girls after gettign dumped they will talk shit abotu their sex life and tell every thign they know abotu their ex and try to humliate them. well not knowing mike and knowing him. he's probaly told chad (his so kalled frind) a bunch of shit. i have decided to not say a word about ne thing.
1-nothign to komplain about, very good sex
2- its fucking low and rude
3-the shit i'd say would be really mean. and i hate mean people.
so i wont do it. but it would make me feel better oh well. i wish mike woudl akually read this fucking shit. i rembered when i fucking wrote entries just for him to read, and he begged me for one of these things. what an ass hole. heh, still want ot be his frind if not hell i kan not talk to him for long time then get a note or something who fucking knows ne more.