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Well uhm I am way not a good mood been at the hospital since Fri night, my grandfather is in ICU, he is doing much better though and hopefully will be moved to a regular room today. Just home for a bit and then I must be back to the hospital. Anyway my mood is ok but I am slightly depressed about a few things, hopefully that will clear up before I have to go back to work on Monday. It seems apparent that since returning back here to home in the US from England, I have chanced enormously, now mind you everyday things change you. But I have yet to decipher if these changes are for the good or not. And really what exactly the changes are truly lol I mean my soul got sucked away from me while I was over there anyway so it does take awhile to recover from that you know. Anyway totally off track now, sigh, going ot eat lunch and then head back out and try and not think :) wish me luck lol