aaaand rest
dunno if my constant updateing of this shitty page is due to me not boring of the novelty of this thing, or if i just have alot to say, either way, im sorry if you found this blog.
today went good, the production worked, elin went crazy, the usual.
all tv production and studio work is finished, now all i have is one more task.
went round to joes place, but he was out, instead sat surrounded by girls (some i knew, others i didnt) who seemed very willing to give me advice about thing that cannot be named. apparently there are codes, rules, and by the sounds of how ive percieved things, its a sure thing.
but then if THAT was all codes, rules and other staples of stuff, surely every single thing like this would be 100% succesful, and everyone would be enourmously happy. one of the people knows this better than most, but fuckit, light hearted fun right?
im alot more confident than i was, four mounths ago, but this stuff is HARD. Nobody else seems to get that theyve effectivly had a four year head start, for four years, I was in limbo! i didnt have to learn this stuff. Now im coming into this thing completely new, its fucking scary.
but moving on from mad rantings about a probably VERY obvious subject, my msn is completely fucked, so iam relying on some shitty msn hack thing. it seems ok, but i dont trust it, i dont know when messages are getting thru,
well, im bored, and u probably got board half a page up and stopped reading. altho if ur still reading, shouldnt u be looking after ur familly or working or something?
today went good, the production worked, elin went crazy, the usual.
all tv production and studio work is finished, now all i have is one more task.
went round to joes place, but he was out, instead sat surrounded by girls (some i knew, others i didnt) who seemed very willing to give me advice about thing that cannot be named. apparently there are codes, rules, and by the sounds of how ive percieved things, its a sure thing.
but then if THAT was all codes, rules and other staples of stuff, surely every single thing like this would be 100% succesful, and everyone would be enourmously happy. one of the people knows this better than most, but fuckit, light hearted fun right?
im alot more confident than i was, four mounths ago, but this stuff is HARD. Nobody else seems to get that theyve effectivly had a four year head start, for four years, I was in limbo! i didnt have to learn this stuff. Now im coming into this thing completely new, its fucking scary.
but moving on from mad rantings about a probably VERY obvious subject, my msn is completely fucked, so iam relying on some shitty msn hack thing. it seems ok, but i dont trust it, i dont know when messages are getting thru,
well, im bored, and u probably got board half a page up and stopped reading. altho if ur still reading, shouldnt u be looking after ur familly or working or something?