I miss you more than I did yesterday
Yesterday was a really, really good day. My Chemical Romance played at the Ranch Bowl, oh it was such a good concert! I went with Gina, and we saw Sarha there, things were pretty tense and I'm pretty sure Sarha didn't want to see me at all...bleh. I got to meet Gerard, the lead singer, oh he is so fucking cool, and good looking (for a boy), I got my picture taken with him, and got his autograph, it was great. The show they put on was awesome I had so much fun! I was right near the stage, so I got some good pictures, and it was just...awesome! Some random kid gave me his camo jacket there too, which was weird cause I was talking earlier in the day about how I wanted to go to the military store here and buy one, and I walked by this group of guys and they were like "Here want a jacket?" it was sweet. But then, they wouldn't leave me alone for the rest of the concert, it was slightly annoying but no big deal. Oh yea, my cousin was there too! I never really talk to any of my cousins, but I recognized him there, it was cool because I didn't know anyone else in my family listened to this kind of music, he's really cool, he was originally the only one on my dads side that I could stand to talk to beforehand, and now he's just that much cooler. Yah. And Natalie and Sarha both crowd surfed, it was really funny!
Gina and I, we're doing really great, she makes me so happy. And I haven't cut for a really long time, go me. Still banned from seeing sarha, which sucks cause she's a good friend. I really don't think she wants to see me despite what she says though, which also sucks, but I'll pull through. Once Gina and I have steady jobs, we're going to move in together, it'll be so nice. I have to work tonight. I'm kinda tired. Slightly hungry, I guess, too. Haven't really been hungry for awhile, weird.
I need a cigarette, and I'm all out. Damn it. I really want to get my pictures developed from the show. :(
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
Gina and I, we're doing really great, she makes me so happy. And I haven't cut for a really long time, go me. Still banned from seeing sarha, which sucks cause she's a good friend. I really don't think she wants to see me despite what she says though, which also sucks, but I'll pull through. Once Gina and I have steady jobs, we're going to move in together, it'll be so nice. I have to work tonight. I'm kinda tired. Slightly hungry, I guess, too. Haven't really been hungry for awhile, weird.
I need a cigarette, and I'm all out. Damn it. I really want to get my pictures developed from the show. :(
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will