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[evilpinkfaerie]

You hate me, you do
I don't feel the way you want me to
Stabbed in the heart
No flesh wound
Because you did the damage
With your words
I'm screaming
Screamed until my throat collapsed
There's nothing left
Not even shame, guilt, disgust
My soul is decaying
All the credit is due to you.

Refrain:
I can't get away, you won't let go
Tumbling down a dark dank hole
I feel so empty
You are so cold
All this time
And I have nothing to show
How could I ever love you
Why do you want me to
Kicked in the heart
Over and OVER!
Why do you want me to?
How could I ever love you!

Taken over
I'm no longer me!
Just the person
You've wanted me to be
I have to end it
Even if its the end of me
Will the jump hurt?
Will the pain go away?
Or a gun shot wound
The pain would be fleeting.
No other choice..right?
Or...is there.

Refrain --->

A shadow in my past
I broke free from you
The chain you bound me with
Shattered to pieces
You still haunt my memories
I hope I haunt your dreams
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random...song.
I wish I had better word choice. Ah, well, at least I try.