oh for the love of GOD!!!
If i say i don't want to be your friend, chances are i'm not lying. Do not call me, do not show up at my work...and my gosh...just leave me alone!!! If by chance you're going to call me, grow some balls and call my house. Don't you dare call my cell phone with some stupid number that i don't have in my phone! My parents have told you to leave me alone, i've told you to leave me alone. And don't you dare blame my dad for all my problems! Me and my dad are not the best of friends but we don't have any problems and never have!!! Maybe it's you who causes me to be the way i am. You're a psycho! I want the friendship to be over. I've told you to leave me alone! You're acting like a stalker. It's embarrassing. And i'm sorry you keep losing close friends. Maybe it's you. Maybe you shouldn't try to force God on people, maybe you shouldn't constantly tell people you're praying for them! I don't need your prayers matt! I need to be left alone. Honestly...if you left me alone, my life would be fabulous, i could let go of my bitterness! I could be truly happy again!!! But no! You have to keep comin back...ruinin everything all over again. It was a record...4 days without a phone call, an email, or an IM. It was so peaceful. Even though i was sick as all, those days were so wonderful. Not having to hear you and your ridiculous reasons for why i am the way i am! Quit trying to figure me out and forget about me, get me out of your mind! i want you out of my life. It would be no loss if i never had to hear from you again!