i feel like a prick.
ugh. just... ugh. i changed my icon to the one that greg made for me (much props) and... yeah. blah. im tired. im sick of all of it. the school. the "friends". the rotting of the brain at home. lather. rinse. repeat. im just getting sick of it. i wann d o something new. with the exception of things like rock against bush, or maybe the anime club, my life just kinda feels like its becoming... uninteresting. blah. why do i feel like an asshole? im not sure, to be honest. i just feel like a bad person right now. im a pushy, arrogant asshole. and it pisses me off. i feel like i am, and try to change my faults, i really do. and its either the age im at, or maybe im just going stir-crazy. i constantly have the urge to do something bad, get in trouble. i dont care what. and no offense to dylan, but he'll only stick with me to a point. i feel like doing something crazy. blowing shit up. partying. drugs. alchohol. being an all around hoodlum. anything. but my concious/ friends prevents it every time. and now, i feel like a pushy asshole. FUCK. god. its just all so... boring. ive been sleepy for 3 days straight. maybe its just a funk im in. or maybe i need some fucking pills. or MAYBE i just need to have some friggin fun. oh... who is going to necro? i need a ride to the club from there with a couple of friends... but i understand if you dont wanna take me. im feeling a bit negative...