feelin emo 0_o

[evilotaku]

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!! i feel really weird! grr. i guess i should explain.ive been basically living a mom free life for the past 2 days. starting thursday night, i was invited over to toms to chill (along with leafy, mylon, twitch, and nissa). we ended up at nissas by the end of the night, tho. well, to make a long story short, i spent the entirety of the next day at nissas, discovered that mikes hard cranberry lemonade tastes like delicious grapefruit juice (no alchohol taste at all), and that bacardi raz is really good (thanx leafy and yani!), "freestyled" ddr with twitch (basically actin a fool, but hell, it was fun), got bitched at by nissas roomies the whole time (*grr*), and, even tho it may sound lame, but i missed my mom a bit too _-;) then, after going to hancocks, we went to inti and kash n karry. they then kinda suggested that we go to lees house and watch her donnie darko dvd. i, being the FUCKHEAD i am, said "whatever" and went with the flow, even though i knew i shouldve done something. that something was call my mom, seeing how she expected me to go to hancocks and thats it. DAMMIT IM SUCH A DICKHEAD! uhm, like i said, im feelin emo. well, anyways, we went there, then after the movie i tried to call her. no answer. shit. i started to panic. cuz like the idiot i am, i didnt call her till like 5 something, when she thought id be home by like 3! man, im an idiot.well i finally got ahold of her, and she was pissed. im not suprised. i would of been pissed too. but she did the one thing thats worse than punishing me. she did the "i give up, you must not love me" thing, making me feel REALLY guilty. but i wanted to go to the LAN party pretty bad, so i delt with the guilt and went to the LAN party. 1 hour later, i was like "fuck this". and rikki had to get home, cuz she had a power hungry dad, along with the fact that no one else wanted to drive me, so i stole a few of mylons beverages, and we split. i was feelin REALLY emo at the time, because i basically sacraficed a bunch of other things i was planning on doing to go to that dumbass LAN party (final chess match meeting at amy and roys house, rocky horror picture show, or *gasp* spending time with my mom) so i was ready to hurt myself because of my stupidity. unfortunetly, i dont think leafy had her pencil sharpener, so i didnt have any pointy objects (if you dont get the joke, dont ask). well, i guess the best part of the night is the trip to sports authority. you see, leafy needed something at walgreens, which happened to be right in front of sports authority, which i happened to have a 40$ giftcard for. so i went in, thinking they might have some sort of skateboarding crap, and i noticed a blank baseball t shirt that looked alot like naotas, - the "90 degrres" sign it has. it was like 6 bucks, and i was happy.i also got some skittles and beef jerky, which i later donated to rikki cuz it was the peppered kinda (blah). so0oo... next we went to mcdonalds, wher my debt to leafy grew by a couple bucks, and then i eventually ended up here, in a pissed off mo0d. grr... ok.

glad i got that out of my system. later j0!