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i'm a bit happy but it might change in about 3 seconds. beacuse i like to use my joural as way to bicht obviously. but i'm happy b/c it's raining... and i love rain. and this a very rear minute so we should count the seconds until it5 lastes....*counts 1,2,3,4,5*
Again i tell you my dads an asshole...well, for the last two years i've be fucking up my grades a little. medieocer. so my dad, yestarday told me if i doing keep my grades over a C the whole year he's leaving. This is pretty damn tempting. I hate my dad beyond beliefe and i would like nothing more than to see his fucking ass leave. but here's my problem....my grades have been perfect as i already told him. My school year was going great until he said that. now , even though i need to pass so i can leave this damn school at the time i'm suposed and he makes me want to quit again. plus i have to keep them up b/c my mom needs his sorry ass for some god damn reason. so i dunno what to do..i want good grades, i want dad gone, i want mom to stay alive.... this shit sux. there's obivously no way i can have all three....dad knows it and thats why he picked me out of us three kids. b/c he knows i'm the only one thats wants to see him out and alone and he knows i won't have a problem this year in school. it's kinda like a spit in my face actually. my dad sux ass and i hate him and i know he will rot in hell.... now i'm tired of taking time outta my dad to be more involed with that fucker than i have to be.
In other news i still feel just peachy other than the fact that i'm so damn bored b/c none of my teachers will give me homework even when i ask for it. And math.... they set me back two classes....i'm learning the same shit i learned two years ago. I'm getting that class changed but they can only move me up one year from what i'm in so i'm doing the same stuff that i did last year which means i'm going to be behind for the rest of the time i'm in school....which also sux ass....
My ex girlfriend won't talk to me but she's sure up to trying to sell me drugs....Chris is still fucking following me around. . . . Amanda doesn't want me to change my class b/c then we won't be as stupid as one another and be two years behind....Debi Fox, a very very old friend of mine who i stopped talking to in 6th grade, is now trying to catch up on things and trying to talk to me. this might be intresting.... kayla, yes dear old kayla, well, we just have nothing to do with each other. and i'm just not the type of person who's willing to befrined the teacher but for the first time since 5th grade i actually have a favorite teacher which is weird b/c i always thought of them as 'the enemy'. wow i write to much....
ErICa
~complaints make my day~
RoCk!
Again i tell you my dads an asshole...well, for the last two years i've be fucking up my grades a little. medieocer. so my dad, yestarday told me if i doing keep my grades over a C the whole year he's leaving. This is pretty damn tempting. I hate my dad beyond beliefe and i would like nothing more than to see his fucking ass leave. but here's my problem....my grades have been perfect as i already told him. My school year was going great until he said that. now , even though i need to pass so i can leave this damn school at the time i'm suposed and he makes me want to quit again. plus i have to keep them up b/c my mom needs his sorry ass for some god damn reason. so i dunno what to do..i want good grades, i want dad gone, i want mom to stay alive.... this shit sux. there's obivously no way i can have all three....dad knows it and thats why he picked me out of us three kids. b/c he knows i'm the only one thats wants to see him out and alone and he knows i won't have a problem this year in school. it's kinda like a spit in my face actually. my dad sux ass and i hate him and i know he will rot in hell.... now i'm tired of taking time outta my dad to be more involed with that fucker than i have to be.
In other news i still feel just peachy other than the fact that i'm so damn bored b/c none of my teachers will give me homework even when i ask for it. And math.... they set me back two classes....i'm learning the same shit i learned two years ago. I'm getting that class changed but they can only move me up one year from what i'm in so i'm doing the same stuff that i did last year which means i'm going to be behind for the rest of the time i'm in school....which also sux ass....
My ex girlfriend won't talk to me but she's sure up to trying to sell me drugs....Chris is still fucking following me around. . . . Amanda doesn't want me to change my class b/c then we won't be as stupid as one another and be two years behind....Debi Fox, a very very old friend of mine who i stopped talking to in 6th grade, is now trying to catch up on things and trying to talk to me. this might be intresting.... kayla, yes dear old kayla, well, we just have nothing to do with each other. and i'm just not the type of person who's willing to befrined the teacher but for the first time since 5th grade i actually have a favorite teacher which is weird b/c i always thought of them as 'the enemy'. wow i write to much....
ErICa
~complaints make my day~
RoCk!