Another waisted day
Today was ok I guess drama club was the only time that I was happy. For some reason I am getimg the feeling that some of my friends will get sick of me. I hope that is not true. But it just keeps appearing in my mind.I dont no where I stand with everyone. Something tells me I am gonna be alone this weekened. I hope am wrong because I don't trus myself alone too long. Bad things happen. I guess I miss feeling wanted by someone. But I don't wanna tell anyone because I don't want them to think I am selfish. Maybe I will just keep it to myself. No need to tell anyone how I really feel. I wish I could go to Maine. Just for a day and that would be so good. Can't go on my own cause the people I no there still have't showed me where they live now. I feel bad by sayin this but I kinda wish that I did go with them. I still haven't found a reason to stay here. Well hepling britt out with her thing last friday kinda help show me that it is kinda good that I stayed. But I wish I could have a better reason. Maybe I am selfish for wanting that. But I've just never have been lucky like that.