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Going out to dinner tonight to a posh Thai restaurant with the family for my youngest sister's birthday - apparently everything is pretty much still closed so we are taking kids to Thai, which really probably won't go down well as I don't think kids will like Thai much - though I do so there is one bonus.
I am on tenterhooks at present as I have disclosed my full financial woes to my mother by email and I am kind of hoping she will bail me out but she is going to be so pissed with me and it has been days since she has checked her email so I am very nervous as to when the bomb will hit. She is going to murder me but hopefully give me some money so I can pay my debts and start over, but the emotional fall out is going to be very, very unpleasant - I am probably going to be receiving cognitive behavioural lectures for a very, very long time.
Getting the house ready for moving - I have mountains of boxes....haven't started on the kitchen yet but intend to start tomorrow...and the linen closet etc.
Packing things up always makes me think it is a new start but the troubles seem to follow me around - maybe I do need the CBT...however this time I am mildly optimistic that things will improve.
I am going to do a regional search courtesy of my paid LJ account tomorrow and see if I can get into some new people to feel the void. I think I am going to become a lot more online in the future as the phone certainly does not seem to be ringing!
Off to dinner.
I am on tenterhooks at present as I have disclosed my full financial woes to my mother by email and I am kind of hoping she will bail me out but she is going to be so pissed with me and it has been days since she has checked her email so I am very nervous as to when the bomb will hit. She is going to murder me but hopefully give me some money so I can pay my debts and start over, but the emotional fall out is going to be very, very unpleasant - I am probably going to be receiving cognitive behavioural lectures for a very, very long time.
Getting the house ready for moving - I have mountains of boxes....haven't started on the kitchen yet but intend to start tomorrow...and the linen closet etc.
Packing things up always makes me think it is a new start but the troubles seem to follow me around - maybe I do need the CBT...however this time I am mildly optimistic that things will improve.
I am going to do a regional search courtesy of my paid LJ account tomorrow and see if I can get into some new people to feel the void. I think I am going to become a lot more online in the future as the phone certainly does not seem to be ringing!
Off to dinner.