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I've given up on understanding computer science. My only hope now is that I won't fail. I'm hoping for a C, but that's the highest grade I could possibly get at this point and I don't think that I will. That will require doing really extra well on the last exam, something that I don't think I'm capable of. So it looks like I'm either going to fail the class or get a D. I know this won't matter in the long run--it has nothing to do with my major, and in ten years I'll barely remember it--but it matters right now and I am so angry at myself for not being able to understand anything. I didn't want to give up when I could have, but now I wish I had.