Mar 24, 2009 17:59
Feeling lost at the moment and not really knowing what to do with myself, missing my son, and want to do something interesting with my life, but not much luck on the jobs front, and my very small finances are making it incredibly difficult to take up any hobbies, as I wouldn't mind either taking up a night course or tai-chi/boxing and kendo but just cannot afford to.
I'm feeling like i'm stood at the crossroads in my life not really knowing which way to turn..
constantly stressed due to the wench hanging around with my ex (which means she's getting to see my son more than I do!!) and worried about the next bill to land on my doorstep. Feel as if I'm stuck in a rut and hanging by a rope awaiting what's happening at court.
It's all so frustrating...